[It was an attempt, for which Ignis is very grateful. It's just his state of mind is supplying him with every single scenario that could lead to the most disastrous endings.
But every single thought comes to a screeching halt when Ravus' fingers rest on his chin, and before his eyes can even focus on the other's face, to ask -what is he doing-, their lips touch and it's as if everything disappears for a moment. The confusion slowly settles in, but not enough to warrant Ignis pulling away. The kiss is warm and inviting, and sends a different kind of shot down his back, to combat the chill that was climbing slowly.
Slowly, he pulls away, mind even more of a mess than earlier, adding a new layer of confusion and questions. But... it feels like they've already been answered. Ignis can feel his eyes starting to sting.]
...I can't...go through this by myself, again...
[A broken admission that he would never dare voice outside of these walls.]
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But every single thought comes to a screeching halt when Ravus' fingers rest on his chin, and before his eyes can even focus on the other's face, to ask -what is he doing-, their lips touch and it's as if everything disappears for a moment. The confusion slowly settles in, but not enough to warrant Ignis pulling away. The kiss is warm and inviting, and sends a different kind of shot down his back, to combat the chill that was climbing slowly.
Slowly, he pulls away, mind even more of a mess than earlier, adding a new layer of confusion and questions. But... it feels like they've already been answered. Ignis can feel his eyes starting to sting.]
...I can't...go through this by myself, again...
[A broken admission that he would never dare voice outside of these walls.]